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I am an insomniac. I have sleeping problems. Last night, I went to bed. I couldn''t sleep. i got up and watched anime until my head hurt. I went back to bed before midnight. I laid in bed for what seeemed like forever, then I finally dozed off. I got up, and looked at the time. It had only been two hours since I went to bed.
I decided to do something radical. My friend told me when you cannot sleep, then you should do something boring. I jumped out of bed and started to iron. I went to the kitchen, saw that it was a mess and started to clean it. I washed the dishes, scrubbed the sink, and wiped the floors. I felt really energetic! I decided to go back to bed because the lack of sleep gave me a nasty, splitting headache! Plus, the heat was making me feel like I would pass out. I lay in bed, I fought the desire to just jump out. I laid in bed, with the noisy box stand fan blasting wind and I stared in the darkness. It was three o' clock when I went to bed. Then I finally felt sleep creep on me, disabling my body. An afterthought came to me that I should check the time. I had set my alarm to 5 minutes after five. I took my phone up and stared at the time. It was 4 minutes after 5, I shouted, "what?!" I had been staring in the darkness for two hours. It was time to get ready for work. I disabled the alarm and started to leave my bed....but... My body refused to let me. I crawled to the edge of my bed. My head hurt like crazy. My body was paralysed with fatigue. I thought to myself, "I must not falll asleep. I must not fall asleep! I must NOT fall asleep! I MUST NOT FALL ASLE...." I woke up to the early morning sun. Rays of light scattered on my bed. I had fallen asleep. It was six in the morning. This is roughly 55 minutes before that sad episode. I wonder how many nights this has happened to me. I got up, got ready and left to work. I guess this is life. I am at work, tired as can be, with a nasty headache and my neck hurts.
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